✍︎︎ Dree’s Writing Drip

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do you ever feel so much, so quickly from being out of of the conscious state of feeling flat lined?

numb

a heart beats on average

4,800 times per hour

115,200 times per year

hospital monitors flat line then beep

flat line then beep

similar to personal experience with emotion

i flat line then beep and at that

the cycle begins

i beep so aggressively then, i spike into severe

heart attacks

rages

destruction

what happens after a major heart attack?

flat line

instantly after making these emotions go away, i become numb once again

though it’s not that simple

this rage is consequential

word vomit and lies

broken objects and glass

hurting feelings and aching hearts

the cycle ends

band aids to patch the destruction

prepare for

the endless cycle of unbalanced heart monitors